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In recent days I've been plagued by some kind of dark cloud---a special kind of short-term depression---which greatly influenced, impeded, hampered,or...totally blocked my studying.
Something is wrong.Ironically everything seems to be OK. I just can't find out even where it went wrong. When that feeling spreads, I basically have no single strategy. I tried to do things I used to have interest in--- on Tuesday I went to the theater with my best friend, on Wednesday I rent some comics, and on Thursday I gathered with my church brothers (and, hey~ they prepared my with a birthday cake! )Well, did those things be of help? Sadly, I might say no. No any more significant than a cup of coffee can do(and having coffee is so much faster and easier than those things, of course) I feel this round, the demon wins.
So came this morning. I had arguments with my parents and after that I was totally 'knocked off' by the demon....I sad on my bed with my had between the knees, just moving one finger would be difficult...how terrible! At lunch I didn't really know what I was eating, as you may have experienced when you feel bad. Not until I had a cup of coffee did I really gained some energy. Jesus!
You guys who have never been in such condition might not know how dangerous it could be. I think only love, care, friendship and exercise can be of help. I really wonder how can an active and outgoing person like me would also be hit...Several of you have received my call, I wanna say thank you, guys. At least now I'm fine. Plz, if you guys have time, contact those who had stopped contacting you(maybe months ago they called). Those who leads a solitude life might need your care.
Something is wrong.Ironically everything seems to be OK. I just can't find out even where it went wrong. When that feeling spreads, I basically have no single strategy. I tried to do things I used to have interest in--- on Tuesday I went to the theater with my best friend, on Wednesday I rent some comics, and on Thursday I gathered with my church brothers (and, hey~ they prepared my with a birthday cake! )Well, did those things be of help? Sadly, I might say no. No any more significant than a cup of coffee can do(and having coffee is so much faster and easier than those things, of course) I feel this round, the demon wins.
So came this morning. I had arguments with my parents and after that I was totally 'knocked off' by the demon....I sad on my bed with my had between the knees, just moving one finger would be difficult...how terrible! At lunch I didn't really know what I was eating, as you may have experienced when you feel bad. Not until I had a cup of coffee did I really gained some energy. Jesus!
You guys who have never been in such condition might not know how dangerous it could be. I think only love, care, friendship and exercise can be of help. I really wonder how can an active and outgoing person like me would also be hit...Several of you have received my call, I wanna say thank you, guys. At least now I'm fine. Plz, if you guys have time, contact those who had stopped contacting you(maybe months ago they called). Those who leads a solitude life might need your care.
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