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Seems its long since my last entry in English. And I know I've not written something good enough in either Chinese or Eng.
Because I'm busy? Ya, true enough. In early Sep one colleague gone, and left us three to do tasks originally meant for four people. Working overtime has since become a norm. One colleague would often sacrifice lunch break to read the documents, which is just not my style. Some of you would definately know how important it is to have a sweet nap...and to me, an easy meal in a small restaurant.
I have to say...'sorry I just can't sacrifice these time for work'. Lunch break is leisure time, at least to me, shouldn't that be?
Someone who lays strong emphasis on work and money cannot be my soul mate. Now I know it for sure. I want quality of life. Sometimes I just yell in my mind, desperately, "free me!". I'm not really that tired, but tight and tied-up.
If...just allow us to some chit-chat or a little bit MSN, I'd be appreciated. But real life just doesn't allow 'if's. Work is work, and if there's any errors left, manager will again turn a black face to me. Well, at the very first glance I knew he's not the sort whom I could make friend with, and yes, it proved to be right. Well, again, it's work, and it means you can't choose colleagues as you choose normal friends. He's quite an English freak and a responsible, hardworking manager.
The fact is I don't like him at all and he doesn't like me either. Just that simple.
Arriving home at 9:00 or 9:30 with a tight brain, I can feel I get irritated so easily. Linking to MSN is a bad cure, but I just can't change this habit easily. I need friends. I've never really adjusted myself to an 'early up, early to bed' schedule. I usu. feel energetic after 10:pm. And, that follows a tired morning then....
I'm trying, still trying to better off my sleep, but somehow I don't see much hope....
Because I'm busy? Ya, true enough. In early Sep one colleague gone, and left us three to do tasks originally meant for four people. Working overtime has since become a norm. One colleague would often sacrifice lunch break to read the documents, which is just not my style. Some of you would definately know how important it is to have a sweet nap...and to me, an easy meal in a small restaurant.
I have to say...'sorry I just can't sacrifice these time for work'. Lunch break is leisure time, at least to me, shouldn't that be?
Someone who lays strong emphasis on work and money cannot be my soul mate. Now I know it for sure. I want quality of life. Sometimes I just yell in my mind, desperately, "free me!". I'm not really that tired, but tight and tied-up.
If...just allow us to some chit-chat or a little bit MSN, I'd be appreciated. But real life just doesn't allow 'if's. Work is work, and if there's any errors left, manager will again turn a black face to me. Well, at the very first glance I knew he's not the sort whom I could make friend with, and yes, it proved to be right. Well, again, it's work, and it means you can't choose colleagues as you choose normal friends. He's quite an English freak and a responsible, hardworking manager.
The fact is I don't like him at all and he doesn't like me either. Just that simple.
Arriving home at 9:00 or 9:30 with a tight brain, I can feel I get irritated so easily. Linking to MSN is a bad cure, but I just can't change this habit easily. I need friends. I've never really adjusted myself to an 'early up, early to bed' schedule. I usu. feel energetic after 10:pm. And, that follows a tired morning then....
I'm trying, still trying to better off my sleep, but somehow I don't see much hope....
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