It's another month of work, and today happens to be the time of getting paid. How long have I been working? It's ten month. Not a short while, isn't it?

   Recently I'm considering about finding a new job, or just quit,  to go back to school again( to be a vet! I'm really considering about it). Some may say: things are not going smoothly so I want a new place. But...I have to say I didn't encounter difficult challenges, the only problem here is:
   I AM NOT HAPPY 

   Right, I'm not happy working in this company. It's not really things about money, but things about relationship. Isolated, lonely, these are the main thing I'm facing. Just imaging you've been working in a place eight hours a day and you've got no real friend, no one to talk to and no one to have fun with! No new friendship is  coming to you, and your old friends are busied with their own life....how could that be?

   For quite a long time I'm considering to enter university again, to study vet, since I love animals so much. But now I need to ask myself one more question: you want to quit because you don't love your work, or is it because you love to be a vet so much? What if you find a new job that can satisfy you? Will that change your mind?

   I still need to find someone to help me clarify the real point.

  If I go study vet, that's fine, and it will take me four more years to accomplish studying. I'll be old and of course I can't save money or get married.  If I become a vet, the salary will be fine...perhaps, but no one can be sure.The only thing I can be sure is I will be very happy in school as I've always been.

  If I find a good job with fine payment and short commuting time...it'd also be fine, I suppose. I can get married within several years and have a peaceful life as most people do (well, perhaps). But finding a good job is so difficult during the time of ecnomical recession.

  The third choice is: staying here. There's no special advantages, but at least I won't be laid off easily. Keeping this job can help me lead a "just-ok life". However, the current job just can't make good use of my ability, and commuting time is just too long...one hour a day just to come to the office, an one and a half hour to go back?

   No good solution... but I need to make a final decision. 
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