God damn it! Something just happened last night and again I feel my heart was so much stirred...I really donno why cuz I thought it would have ended completely.
I shouldn't call her...before that I've got an instinct telling me "No", but I just didn't listen.
I should have listened to it... just to call a friend is fine, but I chose the wrong one.
Silly, ain't I?To call a girl who just like you to be her "close friend".
Be my friend, or be my lover. A girl in my age should choose either way, but not somewhere between. Few people can handle the "in-between" relationship well, except she's got married or something. That's what I suppose.
Or, if you try to squeeze in between, it'll be a disaster. Yes, a disaster! And that's what I have experienced last few months.
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I've made mistakes. I'm not considerate. I'm selfish, childish...I admit. And I hurt your feelings, indeed. But, hey! Don't you think you've done the same thing to me? And now you just say you won't spend anytime going out with me cuz I spoke ill on you and that hurt your feelings.
To me, it means you don't ever want to see me again.
Was that all my fault, lady?
I had placed some negative comments on you, just here. I knew you would read that but I still did. I did so partially because I dare not say to you directly.
I read that article over and over again, and I still think I didn't exaggerate anything, and, please...I really thought you did something wrong.
You just can't accept those comments. Is that so? You said you'll remember it...perhaps for life.
But, please let me tell you again that I really think you did things wrong. You'd better regard me as a friend, as I was in graduate school, or...well, maybe your lover.
How can a man hanging out with an attractive girl, sharing feelings and spending time together so often and, won't love her? You want me to be in a posisition between a friend and a lover...and finally see you go with another man?
That's what I mean "wrong". You can't just stir someone's feelings and don't want to take the responsibility. You'd better not to stir anyone's feeling if you don't want something happen. That's my point.
Nowl.....perhaps you just want me to be a stranger. Well, it's a bit sad, for we've know each other for long. You may not regret me for life...sorry for that. Sorry for what I have done.
Farewell...it's better not to miss you, right?
I shouldn't call her...before that I've got an instinct telling me "No", but I just didn't listen.
I should have listened to it... just to call a friend is fine, but I chose the wrong one.
Silly, ain't I?To call a girl who just like you to be her "close friend".
Be my friend, or be my lover. A girl in my age should choose either way, but not somewhere between. Few people can handle the "in-between" relationship well, except she's got married or something. That's what I suppose.
Or, if you try to squeeze in between, it'll be a disaster. Yes, a disaster! And that's what I have experienced last few months.
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I've made mistakes. I'm not considerate. I'm selfish, childish...I admit. And I hurt your feelings, indeed. But, hey! Don't you think you've done the same thing to me? And now you just say you won't spend anytime going out with me cuz I spoke ill on you and that hurt your feelings.
To me, it means you don't ever want to see me again.
Was that all my fault, lady?
I had placed some negative comments on you, just here. I knew you would read that but I still did. I did so partially because I dare not say to you directly.
I read that article over and over again, and I still think I didn't exaggerate anything, and, please...I really thought you did something wrong.
You just can't accept those comments. Is that so? You said you'll remember it...perhaps for life.
But, please let me tell you again that I really think you did things wrong. You'd better regard me as a friend, as I was in graduate school, or...well, maybe your lover.
How can a man hanging out with an attractive girl, sharing feelings and spending time together so often and, won't love her? You want me to be in a posisition between a friend and a lover...and finally see you go with another man?
That's what I mean "wrong". You can't just stir someone's feelings and don't want to take the responsibility. You'd better not to stir anyone's feeling if you don't want something happen. That's my point.
Nowl.....perhaps you just want me to be a stranger. Well, it's a bit sad, for we've know each other for long. You may not regret me for life...sorry for that. Sorry for what I have done.
Farewell...it's better not to miss you, right?
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